My wife found a new marriage blog the other day – The Forgiven Wife. The author is a former sexual refuser who says she spent “20 years of being a sexual gatekeeper”.

At the gate © Kutt Niinepuu | Dreamstime.com

When I see or read about someone doing something wrong in his or her marriage, my first thought is “Where am I doing that?” Once I deal with myself, my next thought is “Where are other husband and wives doing that?”

I am talking here about in general. A gatekeeper controls access to something. Gatekeeping can be good, such as protecting our children from things they are not yet ready to experience, but it can also be bad. When gatekeeping is used to control, limit, manipulate, punish, or harm others, it is wrong.

Being a gatekeeper is about power, and it requires having control over the thing to which you grant and deny access. If you could keep your wife from doing something, then you have the potential to be a gatekeeper in that area. You can even be an unintentional gatekeeper.

A few of the ways I see husbands being gatekeepers:

  • Time with you – to talk, to do things together, for non-sexual intimacy.
  • Your emotions and your thought life.
  • Finances – not letting her know about the money situation.
  • Finances – not letting her buy things she needs (like the tools she needs to do household tasks, clothing for the kids, and so on).
  • Finances – limiting what “wants” she can buy, while spending far more on what your wants.
  • Your schedule – not letting her know your schedule, making it difficult for her to plan things.
  • Her time – tying her down by not helping with kids or sharing in household chores.
  • Socially – refusing to go out, or cancelling at the last minute.
  • Sex – yes, men do it, and it is just a wrong when men do it as when women do it.

By the way, for many women sex is one of the few places they have the needed control to be a gatekeeper. While I have no doubt many women are sexual gatekeepers out of selfishness or injury, I suspect exercising the one area where they have power may be a factor for many women. I also think gatekeeping begets gatekeeping, and it can become a vicious cycle. Either spouse can choose to break that cycle – why not you? 

Image Credit: © Kutt Niinepuu | Dreamstime.com

3 comments
Gaye
Gaye

Hi Paul - Thanks for the encouragement to think about areas where we are "gatekeeping" in our marriages.  Sex is the obvious one, but I really hadn't thought much about the other areas.  I'm now convicted to see how I can use the areas where I'm the gatekeeper to bless my husband.

ForgivenWife
ForgivenWife

Thank  you for mentioning me. The Marriage Bed site and  your two blogs (yours and your wife's, that is) get credit for opening my eyes to what I was doing and why it was so wrong. 

You're so right that gatekeeping can be a cycle. My husband was doing a couple things on your list, which I used to rationalize what I was doing sexually. Once I worked to stop the cycle, the little gatekeeping he was doing faded away as well.

TheGenerousHusband
TheGenerousHusband moderator

@ForgivenWife It makes our day to hear that God used us to bring about that change - thanks! Thank you also for taking the message to others. Praying for what you are doing!

BTW, the link to your site got botched. Fixed above, and I will do a correction in my Friday post.

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